Thoughts+on+man+1

thoughts on man 1 He is so beautiful I can only look at him from a far though If I got close, that would be scandalous Were friends of course, but nothing more Nothing can ever come out of what I have for him It’s not allowed Ever. I don’t think he has a clue I have a habit of staring It’s impossible sometimes not too His smile, the light in his blue eyes, and the attention he draws to himself when he enters a room His smile is contagious I smile just thinking about it Showing the upper teeth ever so slightly, I can’t contain myself I automatically smile at him and the room lightens up I don’t know how long I have thought about him I guess when I first saw him Oh, if only he knew how I felt Sometimes I pretend he knows, and when we walk, we stride in unison I imagine dinner dates, movie nights, and late nights on the phone with him, but it’s all in my head Just a dream. I have to tell myself to stop thinking about him I hope no one knows my thoughts I’m glad no one can read my mind I would have to keep that thought cloudy like a morning on the harbor All I have are the thoughts and day dreams That’s all that will ever come out of him He sits above all of the other guys Ones I’ve been involved in and ones that I haven’t I have memories of him that haven’t even happened yet They never will, but they exist in my mind like it happened yesterday The fantasy and dream will always be with me, and nothing can stop that